I had a dream and woke crying?

this night i had a horribnle dream. i had a dream that i had my baby and soon after the doctors killed her saying she was too small. but she was fine i saw her she was beautiful and glowing. they called me to see her one last time while she was alive i had no idea wat was going on and as i walked into the room she was smiling and they injected her to kill her. i felll soon to get her when i grabbed her i talked to her body telling her its ok because allahu akbar knows everything i told her allhamdu liallah she was going to be with god. and that she'd feel no pain anymore. when i had the baby i did not know because i fell asleep i think and they took her in a c sectioni woke up to an empty stomach. before this dream i constantly talked about wanting to not have this baby hoping for a miscarriage but now i cannot stop crying. does anybody know why i had this dream? i am really upset now and cant stop crying. thank you